ChristianSingles.com

As you may know, I have been participating in the "I'm desperate" online dating scene. Funny, I know... but funny does it no justice. On the website, you are given the opportunity to "wink" at someone and "email me" to any of the other users. Many already know, I am quite the 'winker'. Boy, has that feature ever given me an inferiority complex. Ya know how when you have a huge, red, flaming pimple on your face and you just wish God had given you the head of a pig, because at least pigs dont get flaming red zits? Well, that is how this experience at online dating has done to me. I have never felt so ugly and vomitable since I was in middle school! I always anticipate the "new winks" that are notified by email and eagarly sign on to see who finds me interesting. However, when I see the username "juanito36 has winked at you", I tend to reevaluate myself. Why are only those south of the border attracted to me? And if they do happen to be north of the border, why are they still single? Then I talk to them more and it is apparent. Though I thought Christiansingles may have failed me, I did have an awfully cute and eventful story that has come of it. I met this guy, Ryan, from St. Louis and I knew I knew him from somewhere. We kinda text back and forth and lost contact when I came to school. Well, our contact started up again a couple weeks ago and long story short, I used to shampoo his hair and his mom's hair at the salon and he was the guy all the ladies talked about wanting me to meet. What a co-ink-ca-dink. Maybe all my whining has paid off and God is ready to give me a interest in an American christian single!